I don’t recognize myself anymore
Am I still the same?
I don’t recognize myself anymore…
I smile on the outside; it is not as bright as before anymore…
Pensiveness incessantly creeps in only to crash like wild waves
I am drawn to the waves, not the smiles
When wild, the crashes turn to ferocious slashes
The smile fades, the body aches
I feel liberated now; searching for the answer to – how?
Am I still the same?
I don’t recognize myself anymore…
I smile for others with pure joy in my heart;
It’s a shame the smile fades when it comes to listening to my own heart;
I try, I try
But it goes to vain
I feel no shame for there’s much to gain
I am not the same anymore, for I am wiser than before…